worry bout the my future

it kinda long time didnt write a blog dy...
lately very busy with my work as a kindergarden teacher n primary sch tutor...

results had been released..
my result nt good at all..
this is the results of last minutes work...
i noe i will get a bad result because i'm nt taking STPM so serious as what i did before in previous main exam..
i'm having a very lazy mood when facing STPM..
now..i'm regretted...c all my fellow frenz score well in it..but mine result.. ...haizz...
now i'm having a very slim chances to enter local uni compared to others...coz my results..
many courses i cant apply..because due to my bad result..
the courses i'm interested oso cant enter in many uni because i'm a science stream student..
now most of the art stream courses in local uni onli open for art stream student...
STPM science stream student cant apply it...
haizz...my choices become slimmer n slimmer...

i'm taking psychology,counselling,environment and human resource as few choices of courses in my upu form..
i noe..from my result..i cant get into psychology..
but i juz wanna try my luck in it...
hope can get it...

i'm heard a lot advices bout my further studies...
my frenz ask me..why u wanan study psychology...student that graduated from it cant get job..ppl prefer psychiatrist rather than psychologist..
but..do u noe tat psychiatrist nid to finish study in medic onli can be a psychiatrist?
i'm noe tat i'm unable to take medic..n my result n interest are the main factor of why i nt choosing become a psychiatrist...
my frenz ask me one more...why dont u go for accountancy or some profesional courses...
i answer him...i'm nt interested in accountancy..n with my careless..i'm unable to take accountancy..i'm nt interested in taking engineering onli...so...wat can i choose?

haiz...considering a lot of factors when choosing my future road..hope i wont choose a wrong one...