11 December 2011

月全食

今天是一天值得收藏在我的记忆里。。。。

今天10/12/2011。。星期六晚上。。sport complex 看月全食。。
今晚是我在大学里做的疯狂事的其中一件。。。
晚上十点就跑去sport complex。。。躺在草地上看着满天的星星和月亮。。

感觉真的很爽。。就很轻松。。着几个星期里都过得蛮匆忙的。。赶着交assignment。。
就觉得这样躺着看星星真的很舒服。。。
我还看到流星两次呢。。好幸运哦。。
沙巴的天空真的和柔佛的差太多了。。。
变看星星月亮。。。变唱歌。。真爽。。
我还做了很多childish的事情。。还给我启胜洗。。。
他说我很童真。。。
其实我小时候真的没这样过。。
有可能是我的成长环境的关系吧。。。
我从小就在国小长大的。。都没有什么童年。。
其实我很羡慕华小的人。。他们有好多好多的童年回忆。。。
我们从十点看到十二点就快点跑回宿舍了。。因为下大雨。。。
真的很感谢今天陪我看月全食的朋友们。。
jian fei, 启胜, ming ju and lai cheng..

22 October 2011

Journey 1

quite a long time didnt update my blog dy...
lately quite busy..busy travelling and assignment..
i met a bunch of humorous and friendly coursemate..no more feeling alone or lonely..
they r so great ...
nw i oso the sources of info for them...anything they dun noe mostly v find me..jz like in secondary sch..dun noe y leh...
i'm hv a china coursemate..she is Una..she alwayz stay v me when in lecture..cz i will translate or explain the things she dun noe...she quite funny...n pretty oso...
on 20/11/2011 i went to blood donation with jian fei...this is my 1st time...i dun even dare to look tat nurse poke the needles...but actually quite good if we can donate blood cz it v be very useful for those needy...after blood donation...i dun hv much rest...2day 22/11/2011 i attended my kokum basikal..we cycling around the hall compound..gt hills and roundabout...after finish 3 round..i'm reali exhausted and feel dizzy..mayb due to lack rest after blood donation...my face turn pale and felt like vomitting..and i'm waiting my coach to open the store room where we kept bags..den i grab drinks and some candy...

next time after blood donation i gonna grab some rest..otherwise will like tis again...i'm having exam on coming mon n tues...a lot to study...i hope i can score well...2 more weeks i can back klg...miss home and my dear frenz....

18 September 2011

大学生活

这几天我跟了很多朋友说我不喜欢大学上课的方式。。
因为我觉得跟同科系的都没有交流。。。这个是我最不喜欢的。。
每个人来上课。。然后上完了就回家。。每个都有自己小圈圈。。
我很讨厌这种生活。。
朋友们都对我说。。这就是大学生活。。迟点你就会适应了。。不用担心。。。

我想了一下。。
我应该把这个讨厌的东西克服。。。
把这些当成我的挑战。。
一一的去克服。。

从今天开始我会努力往另外一个角度来看每件事情。。
我现在面对的问题有可能是老天要用它来考验我。。。
我希望我把所有的考验当成我向前的推动力。。。
把一切都不开心当成水。。一口喝下去。。。就没有事情了。。。

13 September 2011

新的旅程

沙巴。。
是我新的旅程的地方。。
我新的旅程就在沙大。。来到了一个新的地方。。人生地不熟。。
很多东西都要自己去探险。。有时很兴奋又是很害怕。。
这里的天比居銮来的快暗。。有点不习惯。。
在这orientation里。。每天睡两三个小时罢了。。
都第三天我们全部都精神上都崩溃了。。都累到极点了。。。
走很多。。每天听好几个讲座。。。
一热一冷。。很快的我就生病了。。
来沙巴10天。。有5天是生病的。。

上了第一堂课。。
发现了。。大学的生活和我想象中的不一样。。
大家来上课。。上完了就各自走。。都没有什么机会聊天和认识对方。。。
我还蛮不习惯。。
今天上课一个人。。觉得好孤单。。好寂寞。。周围的人都好陌生。。
真的很想哭。。。哭过了日子还是要过。。。
就坚强点吧。。。希望我能做的到。。。
我会试着去熬过这短适应期。。。

我这里的宿舍真的1 Malaysia。。我自己房间就有1马来人。。2个土族。。
整个屋子只有我一个华人。。。
还好我的室友还蛮热情。。和我一起疯。。。

23 June 2011

Infinity...my group

i love my group..its name is Infinity...
why we use infinity? because we r group 8...when u reverse the sign, u will see an infinity sign..tis is fernand idea..
actually there are meaning behind it...
infinity involvement in green movement..
infinity in friendship
infinity in team spirit and teamwork...
infinity in care and sharing...
Everyone in my group are special...they have their own strengths..

Jessie ( my group faci)
she from macau...she just same age with me...but she experienced a lot of things compared to me..
she is a caring and cute faci...
she care everyone in our group...she really try to spend more time with us although she is tired and busy..
she always share her life in mainland china and macau..and some of her experience in Malaysia...
she dote us and did a lot things for us...

Schew Ee (team leader)
she is a good leader...she manage to hold us as a team and she is like a mummy for us..
she is so cute..she even msg everyone of us as a morning call msg....she so sweet...
she will take care everyone of us...she will notice someone is down..and she will approach her and help her...
she very responsible and nice..she arrange every single things properly...

Sabrina (ah ma aka grandmother)
she same age with me...but she already in uni...she also participate and attended a lot activities and she is knowledgeable...i did have a great sharing of experiences with her...she very cute and daring..and also smart...she also good in management...she will do something crazy and funny at certain time..but when she is serious..she really very serious and fierce looking..hehehhe....remember find one time out, we play wat we played tat nite...

Pai heng ( daddy)
although he is the oldest in the group, but he behave nt like his age..heheh...coz he oso quite funny and crazy fellow in my group...he know a lot about gadgets and his field of study that is chemical engineering..he has a lot ideas...just that he didnt tell everyone of us..heheh...he is quite type...and i like to play his dslr..hahahha...he quite good in contributing ideas..n most of his idea is useful....hey..try to break the 7th floor record..hahah

Jia yi
she is a very responsible girl...she will make sure everything is done...and she volunteer to do things without complains..she is caring, she will care hw we feel...and follow up with everyone...she know i'm nt good in catching beats...she personally teach me slowly and guide me...really appreciate it a lot...she is a good leader in my opinion..a good example for me to learn...

Yan Hong
she quite good in contributing ideas...just sometimes quite quiet...heheh...i had less talk with her but i know when she want that things,she will do it....she quite cute... =)

Yu Hong
another Hong in my group...she is very very quiet...but she quite good in drawing i guess...coz she won prizes in the designing tupperwares competition...she quite good in designing...i can see tat in designing the green model..

Fernand
the joker in my group...hahah...he always smash my head...T^T but had fun with him....he very talkative but his point of view is quite mature...the way he thinks is totally different from his age level....i always gonna help him store things...just like his bag...gonna change him dy...hahahha..his mind is full of weird ideas....but some really useful la..hahha..

Jenson
another ppl that quite quiet in my group...but his idea really mature...mature in thinking..our future lawyer..hahah...had a good cooperation with him especially in playing the city ville..heheheh

Zach ( ke wei)
he joined my group quite late...but he is a cute guyz....the looking and the way of talking quite similar to one of my frenz..he very funny n sporting...n also a good dancer...juz wanna tell him...dun get upset or emo easily ya...he just like a small boy in my group..hehhe...always missing de..heheh

Kirsten (ah girl)
the youngest in the group...she very good in designing...she always drawing whenever she go..and when she bored...cz i always saw her drawing..heheh...i tink she wanna be a designer ..she draw the cartoon and anime quite good n nice...she also like to take pictures...next time we compete drinking competition..

Azim ( Mr.Bean)
the youngest guyz in my group..he is a good dancer...he quite funny and like to act...he very entertaining in my group...he also got a lot ideas..his looking and thought is nt at his age...he has a mature thinking...he is the mr.bean with his teddy..heheheh

My group is an awesome group...







22 June 2011

MYC 2011 ~ 2nd june 2011 - 6th june 2011

i attended this year MYC...i asked a lot of my friends to join it...most of them are working or studying in private uni dy...some even said wanan go...but in the end ffk me.. after quite a long time struggling..finally i had made my decision to join MYC 2011..travelling alone there without friends...after i found out my juniors also attending so i  told them..i wanna go with you all...nt much talking between us coz nt close with them...

actually i joined MYC 2011 because i was amazed and changed my life a lot...after last year MYC , i did really join the group that made up of some of the ex delegates to form a club (eco-miracle) that connected few schools in few states for a green movement in our own schools..but in the end, the projects failed as some of the sch unable to form a new club....but i still doing my part as greener person in my daily life...so, i joined again to gain more knowledge and get impressed again...i wish to do something that really can work out...

In the journey to UPM, i still thinking will i be lonely there? coz i going alone and nt close v my juniors..so i wont mixed with my juniors...wondering what will happen? coz everyone going with a bunch of friends..i arrived earlier before the conference started...i dont have a roommate..so , tat day i was arranged to stay with 2 seniors tat studying in upm..in the beginning quite scary n worry...but i get along v them...n went to walk around upm with them...after back to hostel, i met some segamat participants..some of them recognize me because they went myc b4..but i dun remember them...in the end we had an ice breaking session in their room..getting along n mixed v them...they quite friendly...

In the conference, i get a group of awesome group members...they r reali great and funny...i love my Infinity group...hehe...actually when we r separated into groups, we r nt close...but after the amazing race, our bonding had build...we have a strong team spirit and teamwork...i reali love my group...it almost the same group as my last year myc group cz we had a strong team spirit...i reali impressed by my group members..they r excellent...we did break some records of the station games and we finished the amazing race quite fast..my group formed up from 12 ppls... our faci is Jessie (macau), schew ee (team leader), pai heng, sabrina, me, jia yi, yan hong, yu hong, fernand, jenson, zach ( ke wei),kristen and azim...

On the highlight event of MYC was in Sg Wang, where we ( the participants) hv to be eco rangers that deliver the msg to public about the World Environment Day and awareness about crisis that our earth facing...that time, i was worry whether we can do it or not...my group been allocated at the side of main enterance, there are less ppl walking there and most of them rushing to work...they ignore us....we had met a lot ppl but get refused to listen to us...i get impressed by few ppl, a lady, she reali explain to us wat happening nw..wat we can do to save our earth....and a foreigner told us to save the forest..and wat happening to our forest..in this busy modern era, there are ppl really care about the earth...i will do my best to make some changes to my family and friends to become greener community...

In the night after the highlighted events, we had party time..where each group gonna create dance step and battle with other groups..my group reali practice hard..and i love my group performance,although i'm nt good in dancing...after tat i had a great competition with jenson,sabrina,pai heng n kirsten...we had a drinking competition...and build a tallest building using beverage carton..really had awesome time tat night and had an awesome exchanging of experiences with sabrina n kk...i gained a lot that day...

What i gained in MYC 2011 ~ One Step To A Green Future..
 this year, there are a lot party time and entertainment compared to last year...
i met a bunch of awesome teammate and friends...i gained more knowledge about the environment sustainability..the way the ocs and facis approach us about the environment sustainability is totally different from last year...this year more to entertainment ...last year more to formal type or serious type...i love both MYC...it really changed my life and i get impressed..i will continue to be a greener person and affect ppl surrounding me...


4 ppl sharing a 2 person seat

Infinity

crazy and funny team


with eevon....last year my faci


lets jump

21 April 2011

what are words ~ Chris medina 2011

this song reali touched my heart...
i will cry everytime i listen to this song..
it reali meaningful...there r story behind this song..

‎3分钟~~~好好了解这首歌~~~他是American Idols已淘汰的參賽者,但這首歌背後的故事卻令所有觀衆都難忘動容。歌唱比賽前,他跟女友都是starbuck的員工,交往了8年以後,他求婚了。始料未及,2009年的一場車禍,改變了他們的幸福軌道。未婚妻腦部重創,康復後只得2歲智商。然而,他依舊不離不棄,無時無刻守候身旁。祝福他们~想像如果是你能不能做到?


Chris Medina ~ Words~
 
anywhere you are i am near
anywhere you go i'll be there
anytime you whisper my name
you'll see
every single promise i'll keep
 cause what kind of guy would i be
if i was to leave when you need me most?
what are words if you really dont mean them
when you say them?
what are words if they're only for good times then they don't?
when it's love yea
you say them out loud
those words
they never go away
they live on even when we're gone
and i know angel was sent just for me
and i know i'm meant to be where i am
and i'm gonna be standing right beside her tonight
and i'm gonna be by your side
i would never leave when she needs me most
and i'm gonna be here forever more
if i was to leave when you need me most?
i'm forever keeping my angel close
 

 

04 April 2011

My wOrKing ExPeriences in kindergarden~ 17.1.2011- 31.3.2011

i started work on 17 jan 2011 till 31 march 2011..
finally i finished my job as kindergarden teacher and primary school tutor...

let me explain about my job as a kindergarden teacher..
i had to arrive the kindergarden at 7.30am every morning except sat n sun...
7.30am till 8am was the time kids arrive and reading books then playing...
8am till 8.30am was exercises,dancing and some talk or di zhi gui..
then the rest of the time were teaching according to themes and subjects..
me as the kindergarden teacher gonna help students to clean the faeces,vomit or urines...
other than this, i oso gonna guide them and monitoring them when they went to toilets and drinking water..
those kids are cute..but quite naughty...i'm in charge of 4 years old de kids...so, most of them juz enter kindergarden..so kinda hard to control them....
i finish work at 11.35am..but gonna wait all kids back onli i can go back home...





let me explain about my job as primary sch tutor ~
my job starts at 1pm till 6pm...
1pm till 2.30pm is the time for standard 1 till 6 to bath and eat their lunch + do homeworks..
2.30pm i gonna start teach tuition...each class onli 30 mins..
i teach standard 1 till 6...2.30pm till 4pm is their tea time...
afterwards i teach my own class..i handle primary 1 students..and i teach sciences..
quite unbelievable i manage to teach science in english and chinese..hahah...
i learnt a lot in this job and improved a lot in my chinese...now i can write chinese words dy..ehhehehe
i learnt tat teaching isnt as easy as i thought..
handling kids isnt tat easy ..it nid a lot techniques..
i kinda miss all the students no matter is the kindergarden kids or primary sch kids..



 





quite sad tat at the last day of my working..most of my students went to tuition ..so din come..
nt manage to take pic v them...

09 March 2011

worry bout the my future

it kinda long time didnt write a blog dy...
lately very busy with my work as a kindergarden teacher n primary sch tutor...

results had been released..
my result nt good at all..
this is the results of last minutes work...
i noe i will get a bad result because i'm nt taking STPM so serious as what i did before in previous main exam..
i'm having a very lazy mood when facing STPM..
now..i'm regretted...c all my fellow frenz score well in it..but mine result.. ...haizz...
now i'm having a very slim chances to enter local uni compared to others...coz my results..
many courses i cant apply..because due to my bad result..
the courses i'm interested oso cant enter in many uni because i'm a science stream student..
now most of the art stream courses in local uni onli open for art stream student...
STPM science stream student cant apply it...
haizz...my choices become slimmer n slimmer...

i'm taking psychology,counselling,environment and human resource as few choices of courses in my upu form..
i noe..from my result..i cant get into psychology..
but i juz wanna try my luck in it...
hope can get it...

i'm heard a lot advices bout my further studies...
my frenz ask me..why u wanan study psychology...student that graduated from it cant get job..ppl prefer psychiatrist rather than psychologist..
but..do u noe tat psychiatrist nid to finish study in medic onli can be a psychiatrist?
i'm noe tat i'm unable to take medic..n my result n interest are the main factor of why i nt choosing become a psychiatrist...
my frenz ask me one more...why dont u go for accountancy or some profesional courses...
i answer him...i'm nt interested in accountancy..n with my careless..i'm unable to take accountancy..i'm nt interested in taking engineering onli...so...wat can i choose?

haiz...considering a lot of factors when choosing my future road..hope i wont choose a wrong one...

15 February 2011

unlucky valentine ~ 14.2.2011

what a bad valentine day of mine...

early in the morning, gt a lot kids crying in the kindergarden..
den i hug a kid...then suddenly he vomit on my shoulder...
my shirt become smelly and dirty...
but i cant scold him oso...den muz start teaching oso...

in the afternoon...my mood already nt very good..coz early in the morning already so shui...
the i enter standard 3 class...
asked them to jot down some notes..and i'm going to explain it...
then gt a student...he didnt jot it down..den he said he finish copying it dy...
den i said u show me la..u said finish dy ma..sure can show me de...
den he said later..den i go check other students book..den back to him...
i ask him..if u are nt interested to attend my class can leave the class with a good tone...
i said u r nt jot down wat i wrote..n nt paying attention..then better u leave the class now...
den he start scolding and utter bad words...
tat time i already sabar for a long time dy...reali cant take it anymore..
tears dropping without i realised...
then, who class become silent...
i quickly wipes all my tears within 1 minutes...
and start teaching with a calm mode...
they like to bully me...
but i will tink a method to handle it..
i believe i can make it...

wei peng! gambatek!!
you sure can make it!!

22 January 2011

承诺还是承诺

承诺怎样都是承诺。。

不可以那么容易的相信承诺。。
多么的美好,多么的好,多么的甜蜜的承诺。。还没到落实的那天。。请不要把希望放到那么高。。时间到了。。承诺能不能实现还是一个问题。。是一个空头支票还是能兑现的承诺还是一个问题。。。

有缘没有分就不能在一起。。
有分没有缘也不能。。
没有了缘分。。不管是情侣还是朋友都不能做。。。
有些事情还是要看缘分。。
有可能我跟你就是少了那个缘分吧。。
就有缘没有分。。

我对承诺这个东西都不想放太高的希望了。。
我拥有很多空白的承诺。。
不想再让自己再次的伤心。。

1 week of working

After start working bout 1 week dy..

everyday wake up about 6.30am and reach the kindergarden by 7.30am..helping teacher over there to control and teach kids..finish work as kindergarden teacher at 11.40am..but normally need wait until all students back onli i will walk back..arrived home about 12pm..then eat my lunch..after take a short nap..gonna start working again as tuition teacher for 托儿的小孩..arrive at the working place before 1pm..then help to control those kids and monitor them..

they will take bath after reach there..and waiting for lunch..i'm incharge of standard 1 students..so called as their form teacher la...i'm teaching science for primary students..my tuiton will start at 2.30pm...every 30 mins need to change form dy...i'm teaching from standard 1 till standard 6..At first, i'm kinda blur and dun noe how to teach..den i juz borrow textbooks from them n wrote some notes on board and start to elaborate upon those notes..after few days, i will prepare my teaching materials at home dy..kinda fatigue because morning and afternoon oso working..after 4pm , i kinda free dy...tat time nid to monitor them to do homeworks.After they finish all homework and revision, i will release them to go play..tat time r the most happy time for them..den i nid to monitor them playing oso la..

when i saw they running,playing and jumping..i reali miss my sch life a lot..where we can play at sch 2gether with friends..miss those happy moments..quite enjoy watching them playing..about 5.45pm they will go back home..most of the time i will reach home bout 6pm...den hv my dinner and surf internet..about 10pm i already go to sleep...a very well discipline life ..hahahha

A week of working kinda make me feel like i'm start working long time ago..kinda fatigue..a very discipline life now and quite healthy because wake up early and sleep early..and gt exercise by walking to work n back from work..a very good experiences for me in this new job. i start to understand how a kids thinking..although when i'm teaching, my chinese r broken chinese and get laugh by them..but i enjoy teaching.i learnt a lot..i will be tough to pass through my obstacles in chinese...

14 January 2011

i found job dy

After a month of relax after exam, i gonna start working next monday ( 17 january 2011). In this month of relax, actually can say that i sick for bout month dy...i found a job as a kindergarden teacher + tuition teacher..in 居銮幼儿园...very near my house...can walk to work...

this job actually can let my mother rest more because she no nid alwayz fetch me to work juz like b4 tis when i work in pacific and klg parade..Moreover, the pay oso quite ok for me...at least i will spend less because i can eat lunch at home..hehehe...

this job quite challenging for me..although i like kids, but i scare i cant handle well this jobs.I had heard some of my frenz who working in kindergarden said that kids are devil...very hard to handle...but i will try my best..
Another big challenge is that kindergarden teach primary students tuition de...those textbooks and students are from chinese sch..books are all chinese written..I was malay educated...my chinese isnt that good..so, it is a big challenge for me..hope i can handle it...